nothing-ness

remembered reading from somewhere that once you made a resolution to do something, the devil will test your resolve to see that resolution through.

it happened to me today. totally wasted monday away doing nothing. woke up at lunch. tried to read something on my bed -- big mistake! -- and fell asleep doing so. woke up at 4pm. tried to read but ended up reading articles online. then met marcus for dinner.

and i still haven't got my tutorial done for tmr's 8am expository writing class. i am supposed to create a model of propaganda. how to? when i am still lost in the intricate maze of definitions.

oh well. what's wrong with me? i keep feeling sleepy all the time. it could be a post-deadlines thing. i got to get my brains to start working again.