status quo

and so i finally submitted my second application for the sph journalism scholarship. was actually quite reluctant to since i already applied for it last year but i assumed they dissed my application since i was not called up even for the aptitude test and interview. quite honestly, i don't think i even stand a chance. my results are really bad relative to the rest.

my SAT 1 is due next saturday. and i haven't had time to do anything about it yet. hope to jack my score up so my application for the university scholar programme at nus would be successful. or at least look more appealing to the selectors.

otherwise, i have been really busy with church work and all. the new cell i am going to be leading with jimmy is going to be very exciting. but a lot of hard work. a lot of pain has to be expected over the new year.

and there is the small matter of me consulting God to confirm the things He had laid upon my heart. because God has shown me that there are too many things on my list. that there are some things i simply have to let go. i am only human and can only do so many things.

all i need now is a nice place to have my mini jaunt with Him tonight.