must it come to this?

did i just err again?
does it have to feel this way?
i hope i wasn't the cause of her rotten mood.
her rotten mood just prior to the big moment.

did i just err again.
my resolve just can't seem
just can't to push away
that part of me
that bothers abt the thoughts
of those who matter
matter to me.

mistake. error.
inperfection.
that even in my most articulate
and wordy state
i still fail
still fail to translate my intents
into genuine action.

i suppose i can't help it.
i can't help not being able to please everyone.
because at the end of the day
i am mere mortal.
from dust i come
to dust i go.