rejection

i kindda expected it, yet when the rejection letter came, i still was so gutted. the letter was dated 12 jan, when i sent my application for this year late on 9 jan, a friday at that. but i think this letter was a response to my call to them on friday afternoon to request for an update on my status for last year. but then again, if they rejected me last year, they probably would not consider me this year. which makes my second application a wasted effort.

i guess it's all about His plan not always tallying with our plans for ourselves. and to keep trusting that His plan is the best for us. i know all that. now's the time to translate head knowledge to heartfelt conviction.