because i am so much like you

i see so much of you in my life
in the things i do
in the way i work
in the way i live.

and it's something i don't desire.
i don't even understand
some of the things you do
that i do.
i hate it. i hate myself.
but that's all part of me.
it's me. me. me.

it's so bloody obvious
that nothing i do
can possibly please you.
everything's relative
to you. you. you.

you are the centre of your universe.
everyone revolves around you.
the way you want my room to be.
the way you want my life to be.

you are always faultless.
divine. pure.
it's never your fault.
just blame others.
just blame the circumstances.

because i am so much like you.
i hate me.