finally happening?

i just spent 2 days fretting over my essay for politics and all i have got is one miserable paragraph. decided that i should stop staring at an empty screen and do some editing for my linguistics project write-up. i realised that my project mates from engineering really cannot write for nuts. and don't even ask me why they are doing this linguistics module.

tomorrow's tuesday. and it's going to be a full blown day of rehearsals in LT13 that will end with a tech run show exclusively for vcf-ers only in the evening.

and my deadline for these 2 papers is thursday -- the day after tomorrow, one day after the musical showtime on wednesday.

i feel as though i could shit in my pants, but i feel as though there's a squabble between the devil and the angel in me right now. half of me feels calm and all will be fine eventually, the other half insists that i am so going to die. but i have decided to try to disregard that battle and concentrate on actually doing something.

it's week 10 already. 4 weeks to exams. it feels so surreal. it will be back to the real world of mugging and deadlines after wednesday. i have got a south asian term paper due monday and another literature paper on a film due 3 april. and my exams start 23 april and run through 3 may. time really flies when you're in college.

in other news, i think i am going to audition for channel news asia...as a sports presenter. saw an ad while watching channel 5 on the school's network tv just now. auditions are at the end of the month. woohoo!