a prayer plea

my CAP score flashed inecesantly in my mind as the magnamity of the tasks at hand finally really dawned upon me after the audition for the vcf musical ended late tuesday night. it was the second night in a row i am getting home only at 10pm because of vcf stuff in school.

and then it hit me that i'll probably be this tired when the full rehearsal schedule kicks in. not just for one day. but for every day probably.

add the musical to my magazine committments and the new cell thing i am going to be doing and also the small thing that i am in school for -- studying.

but i have already rejected the chance to go onto the usp musical. and other talent competitions. for this. i sense that the things on my platter right now -- though it may seem like a lot, are things that i kindda think God wants me to be doing. and He seems to be telling me to trust. to just trust that He will provide the stamina, time and wisdom to cope with all that and my books as well.

but it's just so difficult. i am still not convinced i should say aye to the musical despite having auditioned for it.

i am going to have to pray more about this.