twas a mess i created

it's my fault for answering to kai's apparent comment in jest. but really. thanks for all the concern. and to everything that you say about me saying too much to people around me, i think if you click on archives, you will read that i found that out long time ago. it's just that leopards never change its spots. and when they do, they take a long time? it's just a recurrence of a bad habit i guess. i am no dumbass. i think the fact that i blogged it down and the manner i blogged it as a point of reflection is testament to my attitudes and state of mind.

while i really appreciate your concern, can this thread of comments just stop? i just feel so judged. and this is something i am trying not to do to the people around me -- coz i know i am guilty of it. i pissed a lot of people along the way unknowingly, and i know i have said it times before, but i am really sorry.

i really don't think there's a need to explain myself to everyone. but i thought i would just put a stop to this before it's gets really out of hand.

this is something other people normally say to me. but now let me just say -- can we all just move on?

thanks. thanks. really.