it's all beginning to make sense

when ailing was just sharing with the leaders after cell time yesterday, it's all beginning to make sense to me now.

the past 2 years of aimlessness. the trials and tribulations that have come by way the last few years. it's all beginning to make sense to me now. i am now beginning to see the larger picture.

the calling. the lessons learnt. the experiences. the mistakes. the people i met. those times when i learnt so much about how bad i can become.

they are all making so much sense now to me now. things are still not entirely concrete, but i do know i am getting there.

thank GOD.