insomnia

gee. tried to sleep. couldn't close my eyes and rest easy. why? maybe i just got home and just need to chill out a little more. maybe i am too tired. i just got home at 10.45pm from work. stoopid saf day. i mean. u sleep coz u are tired. but there is kind of a fatigue threshold -- exceed it, and you won't be able to sleep peacefully.

or maybe i am worried about my appointment with the neurologist later today in the afternoon. i asked for this referral actually. migraines have been hitting me at the slightest whim lately. i hope there's nothing more to it than just stress. it could be a tumour for all i know. but i just need to know. and get it checked out. i am not worried. just concerned. i just want to get my pain off.

and my weekend's plans are wreaked. was supposed to conduct the camp run next saturday instead of this saturday. but got arrowed to do it this saturday. planned to spend friday and saturday away from work, clearing off and just chilling. coz next week, i am DO on monday and friday. and then it's a seamless transition coz on saturday i got to conduct the run. partial wreak. then ian told me sentosa on friday has to be postponed. might as well. totally wreak it when it's half wreaked. not that i am blaming anyone. just pure whining. ok i'll stop. like. now.