closet infatuation

from behind the curtains
he peeps through the crevices;
it's big enough for him to look out
and not get found out.

the thrill that gushes
is unparalleled in the universe
that object of his undivided attention
somewhat an anomoly
a social disdain.

the reality flatters to deceive.
the dark secret curtails
him from the vast unknown.
that belt that secures
hangs uneasily from his waist.

from the judgment he fears
from the ones he holds dear.
he hides.
in trepidation.
but for how much longer?