they're all the same

i feel so judged. more so since it was drilled into me not to judge other people. and i am being judged by the very people who told me to chill it and not impose myself on other people.

how for goodness sake can you make my character out just through the way i sing? how do you know i ALWAYS sing like that when i just got carried away just that one sunday morning? and how can you even judge my act of worship to the one God above?

keep to just objective critique of my singing technique. just because i soak everything you guys say about my voice doesn't make me a punching bag and give you the right to weave your personal agendas into it. don't just keep telling me to "be normal" and remind me that this is "not singapore idol" and so to "sing properly".

and before anyone rushes off to snigger -- so sensitive one; next time must be careful not to say such things to him.

that totally defeats the whole purpose. you are heaping your sense of indifference to your misdemeaours and projecting it on me. it takes two hands to clap.

and if happen to hear it from more than one aveunue, maybe it's just because you're a close friend who is in regular contact with me. people always tell me to move on clement and quit griping. now maybe you should move away from your stereotype of me and move on too.