not even a hint

in the end i did the right thing but it escaped me like totally, that i only needed His affirmation and nobody else's. in the process of seeking the affirmation of other people, i was ridiculed, made fun of, and basically made a joke of.

i made 2 promises. and i do not want to come to a point that i am just adhering to the promises i made just for the sake of it. because there are reasons why i made those promises. i do not want to go through the motions, i want to remember the essence of the promise. only God and maybe a few people understand, but i went everywhere else.

lesson learnt? definitely. to choose who i blabber things to. and when i know i have done something the right way. just let it go and move on. no point talking about something. just because i have to talk about it.