the reason i am hurting

the sun will rise the next day
it's like nobody cares.
life would still be the way it is.
it's just not fair
how easy you move on.
move on with your inconsequential life.

you are the reason
i am hurting so much.
oh what pain unrequited love brings.
knowing you are someone
i couldn't keep.
your love. something i can't have.

things i have done for you then.
seem so foolish right now.
killing myself softly seems
to be the right thing to do.
it's sheer disdain.
of the plague-like infinite disdain.

you have no right.
just like i haven't any.
to shed tears of pain. of sorrow.
thinking what may have been.
if i hadn't acted.
if i hadn't allowed you to lead me on.
oh. those false whims.
those fancies that lie.
something i could do without.