decisions

when it comes to the crunch, what would it be?
a no-brainer a while back, will it still be the same now?
what is the 'right' thing?
when i have made a pact with God.
that i will stop after this weekend.
for a good while at least.
it's all part of taking a break.
from people and the high-life.
i have come to associate with life.
but it slipped my mind
that i am due this sunday.
words being mutated.
words i didn't say. utter.
slapping truths across my face.
truths that show the irony.
the simplicity of the situation.
that was once easy.