spiritual warfare

u know what they say about when u set your mind on doing something for God, Satan will just love to set you back. i was just thinking of the frequent migraines the last few weeks. and the fact that it coincided with how i have been taught so many lessons by God. increasingly feel that this is a spiritual warfare.

and now it's now not only migraines. i just recovered from food poisoning. and almost immediately i felt those damn migraines coming back. it prevents me from functioning normally. it is making me very fed up with myself. i just cannot get into what i am supposed to be doing in camp. it is causing me to be absent from work or look haphazard at work, and i am supposed to know everything and look confident in everything. i cannot do that if i cannot function with a sound mind.

argh. how could i ever forget mr s.a tan. everyone's best friend.